I’m screwing up the most wonderful relationship in my life at the very moment. I’m at it again. After having a profound conversation with Geert yesterday evening about how I’m tearing us apart, I’m fucking at it again. This time I locked myself out. Horror tales of how he would find me crying/eating in front of our doorstep flashed through my head. Luckily my parents have a spare key.
You know that I worry every day that I’m somehow going to ruin my relationship. It would break me if I did. I am so sorry. :( I hope you’ll be alright.
Relationships in our culture are by their very nature screwed up.
Circumstances play a part and we all wear masks.
JustSomeGits will probably be along soon . I can imagine the unfettered GLEE bubbling up over there. xoxo
Yash, haven’t you noticed yet that we despise insensitivity? It’s one of the things about Nikki we wish she would change. How could we have that stance and be gleeful about anyone feeling bad?
oh my! all us haterz are all up in this post! as evidenced by the dozen non-nic comments. no sane person wants to see someone hurt, not even “our” dear nms. everyone needs help and support from friends, especially of the non-internet variety. get help, sad lady, if this isn’t a cry for one then i’m ayn rand.
I haven’t screwed up any relationships, per se, but when HE he makes a mistake I go batshit crazy in my desperation to “fix it” and ultimately sabbotage the whole thing.
I just lost my love of two years 2 days ago it hurts like hell–I can sincerely empathize with the lost. Hopefully your apology will mean something to him. I’m sorry and hope you are feeling better soon.
I am so sorry that you lost your love. I understand, 100%. It’s like a hole exists in the middle of the stomach. I haven’t even been able to eat. But I’m back to business, as of this morning. I’ve lived this long without him. I can do it for a lifetime. I shall have a drink in your honour this evening. xo
So sorry to hear you are sad. When I have had relationships end or feel that I somehow screwed it up, I remind myself that if it didn’t work out it’s because it wasn’t the right relationship or wasn’t the right time. It sounds like you took good care of yourself today and that is important. You are strong and this will pass.
Alice, Your words are much appreciated. Such a wonderful support system has been presented at this blog entry, and I am so grateful for it. Thank you. xo
Oh yeah, I have. But the strange little thing is that after some time, you begin to think that maybe the relationship wasn’t so wonderful after all.
I hope you reach that stage soon (or at least, don’t feel as heartbroken as you do now). Until then, big hugs to you and Gwendolyn.
>>Have you ever screwed up a wonderful relationship?
Yes. I have.
Beaucoup de bisous. Lots of hugs.
I love you.
Francoise
I knew you would be the first to comment.
I am so stupid.
Oh well.
That’s the way the cookie crumbles.
I deserve to have lost this man’s affections.
Are you ok? Is Gwen ok? Everything else can be fixed.
Yes. We are both okay physically. Just very very sad. Thank you for your very nice comment.
Shocker. You barfed. Get some help. That poor little dog.
You’re a moron.
are you okay?
I’m screwing up the most wonderful relationship in my life at the very moment. I’m at it again. After having a profound conversation with Geert yesterday evening about how I’m tearing us apart, I’m fucking at it again. This time I locked myself out. Horror tales of how he would find me crying/eating in front of our doorstep flashed through my head. Luckily my parents have a spare key.
As an objectivist, I am okay. As a romantic, I am not okay. But it will be okay. I heart you so much. xo
You know that I worry every day that I’m somehow going to ruin my relationship. It would break me if I did. I am so sorry. :( I hope you’ll be alright.
I know. It is not a pretty feeling, Miss Pistachio. I hope that you never experience such turmoil to your heart.
Relationships in our culture are by their very nature screwed up.
Circumstances play a part and we all wear masks.
JustSomeGits will probably be along soon . I can imagine the unfettered GLEE bubbling up over there. xoxo
Such a comforting comment, Yasha. Thank you. <3
Yash, haven’t you noticed yet that we despise insensitivity? It’s one of the things about Nikki we wish she would change. How could we have that stance and be gleeful about anyone feeling bad?
oh my! all us haterz are all up in this post! as evidenced by the dozen non-nic comments. no sane person wants to see someone hurt, not even “our” dear nms. everyone needs help and support from friends, especially of the non-internet variety. get help, sad lady, if this isn’t a cry for one then i’m ayn rand.
I haven’t screwed up any relationships, per se, but when HE he makes a mistake I go batshit crazy in my desperation to “fix it” and ultimately sabbotage the whole thing.
I just lost my love of two years 2 days ago it hurts like hell–I can sincerely empathize with the lost. Hopefully your apology will mean something to him. I’m sorry and hope you are feeling better soon.
I am so sorry that you lost your love. I understand, 100%. It’s like a hole exists in the middle of the stomach. I haven’t even been able to eat. But I’m back to business, as of this morning. I’ve lived this long without him. I can do it for a lifetime. I shall have a drink in your honour this evening. xo
I’m sorry you’re sad. I wish you sooo much happiness. Hugs! -A
Thank you for your light and pretty comment, Andrea! xo
Nicole,
I know you know the answer to that question. Of course I have.
-Soul Walker
You are my dear friend. xo
Have some x’s and o’s yourself– but I don’t know which one’s which so go easy on the groping. ;)
Oh friend, I’m so sorry. :(
Thank you, friend. xo
So sorry to hear you are sad. When I have had relationships end or feel that I somehow screwed it up, I remind myself that if it didn’t work out it’s because it wasn’t the right relationship or wasn’t the right time. It sounds like you took good care of yourself today and that is important. You are strong and this will pass.
Alice, Your words are much appreciated. Such a wonderful support system has been presented at this blog entry, and I am so grateful for it. Thank you. xo
I’m so sorry to hear this!!
Sorry you are heartbroken. Sometimes things have a way of working themselves out. Maybe it will all be okay…..
Thank you, Lisa Turtle.
- Kelly Kapowski
Oh yeah, I have. But the strange little thing is that after some time, you begin to think that maybe the relationship wasn’t so wonderful after all.
I hope you reach that stage soon (or at least, don’t feel as heartbroken as you do now). Until then, big hugs to you and Gwendolyn.